I WISH......

DIS IS MY FIRST SONG

i wish ..we knew d past
i wish he cud read my cast
i wish the time could last
i wish i wish i wish


the thot dat alwys haunt me is u
i see ur shade in the midst of nite
u can never know how i ever got out of dat site
i know life teaches us to grow but where m i to blame in the show?
ur tender touch still remind me of U
bt u lost in the crowd
i cant reach out to u dats because i m changed ..n dats for u for sure
u left me one nite n never turned back
i wud never let u knw anymore
jus dat nite
jus dat nite

ya i remmber everythng
but u wud never knw
i m growng to be d one world will knw
bt i still wish


i wish ..we knew d past
i wish he cud read my cast
i wish the time could last
i wish i wish i wish

PLAIN STATE

I am at the edge,but I do not deserve the rest
Iam breatheless,but who am I to complain for mess
Its easy to stand tall he said,but I doubt at that gest
Day and night working for the best,but I see hell as my nest
I want to break all rules and lie at the holy rest
Abondon myself,can anyone hear my request?

YET AGAIN

Its sleet ant I do not know how to weep
Iam trapped in a dilemma to laugh or cry?
There is no light though I can see many help by my sight
I am happy I got my life,since I was living like a broken knife
I was useless to mention and penniless in selection
The darkness covered me bit by bit,all alone in dat pit
I know I dug my stage,waiting for it to take me in its cave
Hard to breathe,choking all the way
Was life still going to stay?
And what about the fastest wheel?
All I could do was just SEAL
Seal myself from all good deals
Even at last I tried my best to mend and safe the life at rest
Silly me still did not realise,not all dreams materialise

I WAS ALONE....

I was alone in the quater
Never gathered courage to think to reach to the half
Sudden gale blew and changed the water
It added waves and rush
So much so that never expected draped in predicament changed into caprice
It was envitable and I strooled across the quater
Omen,Omen,Omen,each wave succumbed
But it will be biddable said my mind
It wwas impeccable and I was imbued by the rush
Rambling,fraternising,there was nothing to hide
Doleful feelings left aside
With every torrent solitude was no longer a deal
My life was running on the fastest wheel
And i forgot to remove braon from the flour
I knw that was the dolt act of that hour
For which i got the hardest vengeance
Fallacy captured my shade
Leaving me amd the gloom without hinderance

I was alone in the quater
Never gathred courage to think to reach to the half

LIFE IN THE BOTTOMLESS CUP

LIFE IN THE BOTTOMLESS CUP
I am not happy,though I won the world
Muse on my nature,Iam the one who is sold
Tour de force,Tour de force,Tour de force
Appauld said it all
But I feel that is a toupee to cover the ball
An austeere is changed into an audicity shield
Wagging the pretense to cover the wheel
No one is there to heal
Struggling for a single breathe

Iam not happy,though I won the world
Muse at my nature,Iam the one who is sold