YET AGAIN

Its sleet ant I do not know how to weep
Iam trapped in a dilemma to laugh or cry?
There is no light though I can see many help by my sight
I am happy I got my life,since I was living like a broken knife
I was useless to mention and penniless in selection
The darkness covered me bit by bit,all alone in dat pit
I know I dug my stage,waiting for it to take me in its cave
Hard to breathe,choking all the way
Was life still going to stay?
And what about the fastest wheel?
All I could do was just SEAL
Seal myself from all good deals
Even at last I tried my best to mend and safe the life at rest
Silly me still did not realise,not all dreams materialise